Ive seen the shadow, of this burning angel.

So, I kind of like a guy at the moment. Being around him makes me get those gooey feelings. All those butterflies in your tummy and a smile you can't wipe off your face. A strange Happiness you cant help but feel. I love it. But then again, I hate the part where i like him, but I know i will never have him as my own. Its so frustrating, especially since i guess he knows the way i feel. which makes things even harder to deal with. Its surprising how you can actually feel your heart sink sometimes, its like those butterflies drop dead in your stomach when you realize something. Then you don't know how to deal with it at all. I'm so confused over this. I believe i just need to get over him, as well.